second guess

never had a set career path

only knew that i was the aftermath

of two people

having sex

making me

second guess

all the decisions i would ever make

would i be good enough

worth a fuck

 

they demanded

stomped their feet

waved fingers

right at me

 

tell us what you want

more than anything in the world

i thought

heart racing

toes curled

to sleep in the dark

turn out the lights

be less afraid of the night

 

you’re all i want

as i looked in the mirror

 

no more second guesses

you’re my first choice

-Ariel LaVenture

 

 

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